Ya Allah,
Every breath I take,
Every move I make,
Every word I say,
Every sight I see,
Every sound I hear,
Every thought I think,
Everything I do,
I do it for You..
For I love only You and will always do.. U_U
Cutey Cutey Alert! :D
Saturday, 2 April 2011
A new beginning
Ya Allah, I finally have the spirit to live my life to the fullest. No more hiding behind shadows and avoiding things that I'm capable of doing. I wanna step up the limit of my life. stand out in a crowd and still get good grades in class. InsyaAllah.. nothing's impossible ^_^
I need to focus and be an active yet pious girl. I know I can do it. Everything I do is for You Allah..everything.. every single breath I take is for You.
Guide and protect me wherever I go. I wanna feel the sweetness of life under Your guidance..
show me the right path in life.. I love You
I need to focus and be an active yet pious girl. I know I can do it. Everything I do is for You Allah..everything.. every single breath I take is for You.
Guide and protect me wherever I go. I wanna feel the sweetness of life under Your guidance..
show me the right path in life.. I love You
Friday, 1 April 2011
My freekin' worst nightmare
Last Friday, I just had the worst nightmare of my entire life. The story begins at sungai buluh, (Tok mi's old house).. everyone was there, mama, maklong, paklong and so forth. At first I didn't understand what the situation was all about, but then I suddenly realised.. they were actually FORCING ME TO MARRY A GUY!!! It scared the heaven out of me! Everyone FORCED me, they didn't even consider my opinion! They just came out of the blue and asked me to marry this guy whom I've never even seen before in my life! I mean, how could you possibly force someone to marry a guy that you've never even seen? The butterflies in my stomach are swirling in a tornado. It felt so real and I'm just terrified that the dream might be some kind of sign or something that has a hidden meaning. I don't want to get married!!! For God's sake! I mean I've never even had the slightest thought of marriage before I hit the sack and suddenly this horrifying nightmare came and blew my sockets off.
When I was crying by the window, a guy walked by and looked at me. At first I was oblivious to the fact that he's there watching me. Then I realised there's a big figured shadow in front of me indicating that there's someone behind me. So I turned and have a look out of curiosity. When I saw him, he was expressionless, just looked at me for a second and walked away. But his face, there's something about his face that has a hidden meaning which I can't figure out. And it gives me the creeps remembering his face.
I practically cried the whole night in that dream, when I woke up there's still tears on my face. It was totally bizarre and I think my whole head would just fall off if it comes again. I sure hope it doesn't happen again. Amin U_U
When I was crying by the window, a guy walked by and looked at me. At first I was oblivious to the fact that he's there watching me. Then I realised there's a big figured shadow in front of me indicating that there's someone behind me. So I turned and have a look out of curiosity. When I saw him, he was expressionless, just looked at me for a second and walked away. But his face, there's something about his face that has a hidden meaning which I can't figure out. And it gives me the creeps remembering his face.
I practically cried the whole night in that dream, when I woke up there's still tears on my face. It was totally bizarre and I think my whole head would just fall off if it comes again. I sure hope it doesn't happen again. Amin U_U
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