I ran as fast as my feet can take me. The eery sound of the woods send shivers down my spine. My heavy breathing became audible and blend in with all the other sounds of the woods. It was pitch black and my vision was a blur but I can't stop, all the instinct in me pulled my feet from one step to another. I don't know what I was running from but I just knew someone is trying to torture me. All my sensors suddenly alert at the thought. Suddenly nothing matters anymore I just have to get out of here. Without warning, I heard footsteps... running.. someone is running towards me! I came to an abrupt halt and nearly tripped over some invisible branches in the dark. Instantly, my instincts told me to hide. I followed it, throwing myself into the bushes nearby.I held my breath as long as I can. And that's when I saw him... Adam. His bright eyes were hungrily searching in the dark. The black shirt on his body nearly torn to bits, covering only part of his chest. I sucked in a few more breaths. The look on his face only turmoils my emotions, his beauty, a normal human could never possess. The beauty made to lure   whoever he wanted and entangle them in a dark destiny... forever. 
  

hey there, didn't mean to scare you, i just wanna try to write a novel since i'm so obsessed in reading i figured maybe i could write one but i'm such a freakin perfectionist, i couldn't continue the second paragraph without reading the first one and i don't exactly have a plot yet so its kind of hard to think of what she's suppose to do next. but i think i got the hang of it. i should stop thinking about making it perfect and just write out the story and see where it leads me to. i'll try again tomorrow. maybe i'll dream of something tonight haha.. night..night :D

suffer for 4 months or 40 years

Dear stranger, life is good these days, partly cuz its the mid-term holiday and my whole family went back to my hometown in Kedah. I'm here at home with my bibik. I know, I should be sad cuz they left me but I'm actually on top of the world. I can do whatever I want and no one can give a damn about it. I wanna study hard and smart while they're gone but its hard. take now for example. I'm gonna have my addmath tuition with teacher Belinda tomorrow and I still have the time to write this not-so-important post. That's what I mean. I can't put my priorities straight. I wish I have a really really extremely close friend that can keep me company right now.
ok, I'm setting it, by 11 o'clock I'll have to shut down my laptop no matter what, but first, I have a little urgent message to tell.

Dear guitar and novels,

 this is devastatingly hard for me, but I have no choice but to put you aside until my SPM examination is over. I love you guys so much but if I want to excel in my studies, I have to put you aside no matter what especially the novels. Even if I have the free time I can’t spend time with you even a bit, you got that. I hope you understand. It’s  for the best. Although for the guitar, I’ll still have to practice cuz my tuition with teacher XiaoMing is still ongoing and it helps me focus so that’s a good thing. I wanna suffer for 4 months and not the next 40 years or more of my life so I’ll have o strive hard. That’s why I didn’t follow my family to go to my hometown. I wanna study and if I don’t it’ll be a total waste. I don’t want that. If you love me, you’ll  understand. This is hard for me but I’ll have to make a start. Wish me luck.

This life is cruel =_=

0h blog,
 the world is so cruel. I've been so busy lately that I didn't even have a second to practice my guitar. Sorry teacher Xiao Ming. I tried to find the time but everytime I started thinkin of playin my guitar something else came barging in. Like today, I swore I was gonna practice my guitar but mama picked me up late from school until I had to rush home and straight away start my add math class with my school uniform. I feel like a dehydrated plant! dying! huh, chill, I'm only 17, just started tasting the meaning of life. But if this is what life tastes like then I'll have some alterations to do. Yupp, that's what I'm gonna do. Starting right...................... Now. Oh wait! I forgot one more thing. I don't know what's got into Mr.Roslan today. (my math teacher) I was sitting at my typical waiting spot which is the bench at the front gate, suddenly this guy just came out of no where and gave me a fright! What else, I screamed up la. I was so into the add math work that I didn't realise he was beside me. He took the advantage. huh .. good 4 him. =_=

The lucky chick at the ICT Award Fair ^_^

Hye blog,
    I wish I have more willl power to overcome the urge to right this post! I've got tons of homework right now, its practically starring at me just yelling at me to get it done but I just can't resist the temptation of writing this. Yesterday's event was just too memorable to be left out. Ok, last night I went to the annual IT Award Fair for a formal dinner with my dad and sis. Well, my sis and I took the LRT to PWTC and meet abah at Seri Pecific. The first thing that made yesterday a significant event is... we went to PWTC all by ourselves! Without my parents, without anyone! Just me and my sis exploring the world in a race to get to PWTC by 7.45! haha... got carried away there. But it really felt like that. We were pacing around the LRT station in our pink baju kurungs just desperate to get to PWTC on time for the dinner... haha ^_^
Anyway, At the dinner, I was a really lucky chick. Dude,I won a laptop-ish netbook! Ok, I may not know how to use it yet but who cares? I won! The host was saying out the numbers slowly just to make the audience suspenseful, it was like 1..6..0..7 and then BOOM! my head just shut all its systems. I just went blank for a moment and then my feet strait away sent the impulse to my brain asking me to get on my feet and  get the damn prize on stage. I was shaking all the way to the top. Man, did that night went well.
But speaking of being lucky, my wheel of fortune just turned upside down today. Wanna know why? coz I sprained my feet. Yupp, Aimi Afeeqah has stick the landing folks! I was just having my usual joyful day exercising in my living room and this transparent paper just came out of no where and went under my foot. I went like... Feeeeeeeeeew on the floor. Yippy! It hurts like hell... but I'll survive coz... that's what I do... survive. t_t
 Oh and I also got to see Tun Dr Mahathir live for the first time yesterday. He was awesome. He gave a speech out of nothing, no script, no paper no nothing just his absolutely fabulous brain!
I also got to see Nora too. She's a singer. I barely know her. But I can see she's very famous and all.
Ok, guess that's it... gotta do my homework...hehe =D

My first guitar class - at a new place

Dear blog,
I went for my first guitar class yesterday. When we (me and my sis) reached the music centre, we had to wait for like 5 minutes cuz ... maybe there's someone else still having their guitar lessons with the teacher..hehe.. I guess. While waiting, I can't stop imagining in my head what my guitar teacher would be like. I thought he'd be old around 50 like my former guitar teacher which I just had lessons with for only a month in Penang.
But when I popped my head into that tiny guitar room, I saw this young decent-looking guy around his 20s. He was totally the opposite of what I imagined him to be like. First, he's chinese. Well, I did expected that. Afterall, it was a chinese area what d'you expect. Next, he's 22! Totally didn't expect that.
He first greeted me with a 'good morning" when it was actually 5.30 in the evening.. haha.. It's so obvious he hasn't been out of that small room for quite a long time and  he doesn't have a watch too for that matter. I'm glad he didn't ask me for the time cuz my watch just ran out of battery a day before. ^_^ I just can't resist wearing it cuz it felt like a part of me is missing without it.
After greeting, we were actually speechless for a few seconds and then I started with "Your name sir?" He said "oh" and suddenly realised that I don't even know his name yet. Then he started scribling his name, phone number and e-mail address on the whiteboard. I didn't expect him to give out all that info, I just asked for his name, that's it. His name is Jian Ming but he said I could call him Xiao Ming. At first I thought it was kinda funny cuz we usually use the name Xiao Ming in primary school like in the textbooks and stuff. It didn't occur to me that in real life someone would actually have such a sort-of-childish name..haha. Anyhow, the class went well eventhough my hand hurt like hell during the class. It felt like my hand was twisted 350 degrees and all the capillaries in it were tangled up in all the wrong direction. But then again, no pain no gain and this has only been the first class. Huh.. I'm glad the class was only half an hour. If its more than that I think my hand would just fall off instantly.
This makes me wonder though, How on earth do those guitarist play the guitar so effortlessly? I mean even teacher Xiao Ming played it so flawlessly.  As for me, I'm sure I looked like I was in pure toture cuz the next thing the teacher said was "the guitar can coz stress too sometimes" huhu.. thanx for the obvious comment. But at least he was kind enough to let me exercise my hand for a while. He thought me to clamp the guitar between my fingers. It really helps. I never thought the guitar itself can be an exercising tool..haha.. I learned how to play the guitar and exercise with it too.. fantastic!
Now I'm gonna keep on goin and practice as much as I can till I get it right.. yippy! wish me luck >_< huhu